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Why do you do what you do?

I'm sort of the same on this. Although I rarely share what I write. I always felt like this was my personal escape from the world. With art anyone can pick it up or see it hanging on the wall but when I write it tends to be somewhere that not just anyone can get to. I've started to transition from writing on the computer to pen and paper because I like the feel of the paper and the way the pages are a little wrinkled after they get covered in ink or pencil. There's just something about flipping through the story once its done that's completely different from scrolling through a document on a screen.

But in any case. I used to write a lot. About many things. I'd have a dream about something and wake up and have to write about it. I have very elaborate dreams and more often than not they turn into stories or an idea for a story. I have a bunch of partially finished ones right now that I just need to find the time to get to. It sucks because I keep thinking "I'll have time eventually" but I never do. I need to just block out some time and sit down to write. Or start carrying a notebook with me. That might also work ^_^

I carry a notebook around constantly. It helps. :)
 
Dash If I could work with any company, I know this sounds childish, but it would be for Lamborghini just because of their design and the name itself. I have many posters of Lamborghini cars in my room, from the Miura to the Gallardo and Murcielago. However, if I wanted to be realistic I would go for either Toyota or Ford, because they are leading with green oriented transportation technology, but Tesla has been around for awhile offering high-end electric vehicles that perform very well. As for the compressed air fuel, it seems like a good idea, I myself have been looking at all of the various uses for air. It's a plentiful resource that we should all be taking advantage of. The thing is that the big oil companies are suppressing the green revolution so it's hard to break from the norm of regular gasoline fuel.
 


Because I can sit there and make someone who is already attractive, un-attainable? :p

I swear I have a real answer eventually.
 
Hmm can I just link you things I have written and quotes I have said? lol

http://www.tristanpope.com/journal/2011/09/20/a-year-in-a-night/

I suppose the best way to say anything to you is I love many things. I left my old job because it wasn't what made me happy. Do I love photography and directing? Yes I do. Do I know if that is my life goal... no fucking clue.

I figured by now I would have been able to make a decision, but truth is I don't have one yet. I always thought I was going to be an actor, then I found directing, then I found machinima, then I found photography(which I had been doing all my life), all the while using my skills in design to fit the bills, until I was hired by Blizzard. Then I made a choice and that choice is leading me in the way of my current choices. Freelance directing, filming, photography, web design, start-up marketing, all sorts of random ass shit.

See part of me still wonders why I don't do the acting and I realize a tiny bit is fear of the wrong choice for a very hard profession, and the second part of me realizes I want it for the wrong reasons. I don't really ENJOY acting other peoples lives as I do shaping them. So I have my writing as well. Which wouldn't that be nice to make into a job.

As I write this I am actually figuring some of this stuff out too. Trying to figure myself out, while being punched in the face with a newfound love, but unable to make a living off of it can cause issues in the conscious. I have always felt so empowered by what my own body can achieve. And I love to share. Maybe that is a clue. Maybe my life isn’t behind a camera, but exploring, pushing my mind and body to the limit, and sharing my stream of conscious with those around me. Helping others to better themselves, not because I myself am better, but because I am passionate about sharing my everyday thoughts. The unoriginal originality. Inspiring through the simple idea of “I think that too!”, “I struggle there too”, “I want that too”, “I love too”. I have said before, we are, regardless of our achievements or fame, still looking to talk to others and connect with those around us, because at the end of the day and during, consists of just that, interactions, meaningless in an otherwise meaningful “idea” that is society. Figuring out a medium in which people will enjoy reading my 10 page hieroglyphics will be a challenge however.
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I don't write original words I write things that maybe people have thought or experienced but need the confirmation that others in the world have experienced and made it through. A little strength here and there.

I.E. http://www.tristanpope.com/journal/2010/03/21/my-message-to/

And the comment:
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I wish I knew you. I wish we encountered one another at random, and then became close friends. I feel like you are me, just in another space, place, and time.

It is that kind of connection that I thrive off of. The connection with others, be it helpful to them or me, it makes us all closer.

Anyway, long story short. NO IDEA. :)
 
I'm moving into the field of law, because growing up as I did caused me a great deal of pain. Everyday of my life I've seen unjust things, and I've been affected by them. I want to make a difference, whether it be through political or just by being a law enforcement officer. Every step of the way in my life I've seen sexism,racism, and prejudice. I want to try to change that. I'm tired of some people being treated as privileged due to their gender, or their race.

We've solved so many problems in this country, and in this world, but we can't get past some simple things. The day this all changed, and I decided that I really wanted to help other people was the day I watched a woman walk into a room full of people who were relaxing, and enjoying their time.. She walks up to this man sitting against the wall, minding his own buisness and talking about his pets to the man next to him. She walks up to him and starts screaming at him in unintelligible english, he only stares at her in confusion.... This woman, half his size now grabs him by his hair and starts repeatedly beating him in the face.... He is only attempting to push her off of him. She eventually drags him to the middle of the room and is repeatedly slapping and punching him in the face, holding his head down by his hair. He finally shoves her away from him, with just enough strength that she lets go of him and stumbles a bit. He only says one word and he says it in desperation, He says "Stop." She attempts to go at him again, at this point another woman steps in and keeps her from reaching him. This woman now screams at the man and says "Leave! Get out! How dare you!" It's not to the woman she says this, but to the man.... He looks at her in shock, he can't believe what he's heard, and I myself a few feet away having witnessed all of this, mouth agape, can't either. He doesn't argue, he doesn't say a word, he retrieves his stuff from the wall he was just at, and leaves quietly.... And then the woman and more than a few in the room start to comfort the girl... The man left because he knew he couldn't say anything, society wouldn't permit it. He was a man, and she a woman... No matter what he say, she was somehow in the right even though any person who could think could easily see that this man was the victim.... But no, because he was in fact Man. He was the aggressor.

I don't want to ever see something like that happen again. And I want to be able to legally help in instances of sexism or racism... That's why I'm going into Law.
 
MoDSec That's a crazy story man. But yeah, it happens a lot. There are civil issues I want to confront like that too, but with the artist's approach.

Kind of like how perspective shifting Kramer VS. Kramer was in the 60's/70's.

Such an amazing damn film.
 
@T1G: We have that learning thing in common. I like diving into a new field of study every six months or so too. There's just so much out there. I want to start reading more biographies! Do you have a favorite?

Can't remember any specific people's biographies, but there is one on a company I read recently. It's called Delivering Happiness and its about the zappos online shoe company. It's really inspiring about how you can focus on customer service as the number one thing in a business and thrive.
 
So Tristan.

What happened to the girl? Are you both still typing silent conversations? :)

The girl? Oh in that thing I wrote. Yeah she turned out to be extremely bi-polar and self medicating to the point of delusional :) I can pick em!
 
@Corvus: Actually now I'm really curious about the crazy shit you've seen bacteria do. :)

First off, google "fluorescent bacteria" and look through the pictures; that stuff is soooooooo much fun to play with.

Second, I'll give you two stories from my masters research. As part of the project I was isolating bacteria from soil samples of an abandoned hat factory (taking advantage of the mercury pollution- fun fact, the term "mad as a hatter" comes from the mercury poisoning hat makers got since they used the stuff to cure hats).

The first is a creepy looking bacteria I cultured (don't have a picture unfortunately) that formed bubble-like colonies that kind of caved in on themselves leaving jagged edges, so the plate looked like it was covered with little pointy-toothed mouths. While I was working with this one one day for a reason I can't remember I started randomly craving a slice of vanilla cake. I went to transfer some of the bacteria and when I opened the plate, I swear it smelled like vanilla cake. I just stood there staring at them for a minute... those tiny... delicious smelling mouths... smiling at me...

In retrospect I'm starting to wonder if I took enough precautions against that mercury.

The second was less creepy but I do have a picture! To save on plates I'd do 4 streaks per plate when initially isolating to see what would grow and what didn't. Isolate #114 "Cheshire Cat" (I named the isolates I moved forward with after Alice in Wonderland characters, see mercury above) didn't originally grow and so I wrote it off as a loss, but I put it in the fridge since the plate had some other stuff I was interested in.

3 days later I came back to this little surprise:

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For those who don't see it right away, there are two little dots above the line. :)

I miss bacteria.:(
 
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